WILLPOWER MELTDOWN SOMETIMES

It feels like waste of time to sit at a chair and write documents every day like this. I know A.I. will replace such tasks in the near future. I always tell my sons to study, which may make them feel the same way. It’s impossible for me to keep writing past closing time. I get tired and nothing sinks in. My brain just shuts down. Still, I know I need to get serious soon or people will think I am slow. So I will decide in advance what I need to do today and pick just one thing I know I can definitely accomplish. If I can do that, that’s good enough. I will gradually increase the workload. No pushing myself. Today, I’ll read the brain MRI scans. And from now on, if I get a request to read, I’ll finish it the same day. When I finish it, I’ll head home today.